February 2010
i forgot to write this down!!
last thursday niamh showed me what a butterfly kiss is. she raised my hand, up to her eye and blinked em a couple of times. a little frenzy of niamh’s eyelashes brushin up against my skin. when i have kids, if i have kids, mine or not, okay, when i have these kids i’m going to give them butterfly kisses all the time. heck, i’m going to give everyone...
January 2010
just read about a man named Josiah in my whap book. i don’t know what he did yet, but i can see tina marrying a good sturdy man named josiah. it might be a religious name, but i don’t think either of them would care. he’d have a good strong mind, just like hers, and they’d be able to look eachother in the eye and argue real smooth about anything they wanted for hours!! and...
I’m a woman who speaks in a voice and I must be heard At times I can be quite difficult, I’ll bow to no man’s word
- Beatrice Johnson Reagon, Ella’s Song
i have my ipod, everyboday!! check me out, check IT OUT. i feel a little bad spending $150 on something so tiny and a little worthless but this is what my dad said: “most shiny things aren’t all that worthwhile, but it’s okay to have shine once in a while, because every once in a while it’s worthwhile”
here are my shoes on my feet right now (the purple ones i was...
has anyone seen my purple shoes? did i leave them somewhere? i’m a little confused and a little sad that i can’t find my shoes.
but today i’m buying an mp3 player and i’m a little excited (now when i walk down through the breezeway i can actually listen to a good song instead of having to rely on my memory) and now that i’ve got SWEET HONEY IN THE ROCK… oh man.
here is the thing:
i have a lot of love for the south. i don’t know enough to make any assumptions or nuthin, but things seem slow and warm and a little violent sometimes but everyone’s got a little violence inside of em and it just takes the right person to pull it out and let it swim slowly far away.
sister prejan came by today and here is something she said that i wrote down in my...
granted i ain’t pretty, but i sure am beautiful!!!
(give yourselves a self-esteem boost, hella just compliment your own eyes ears nose especially your smile)
coming home from school and the weather is perfect. i get really sleepy and a little dreamlike during this kind of weather, real soft and everything’s pretty hush and everyone’s eyes are a little less wide. the same guy has gone around our block on his bike about six or seven times in five minutes. i’m going to go do my homework outside, finally plant veronica’s seeds.
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right now i’m really just listening to the same jonathan richman song on repeat. i need to start excircising not cause i think there’s anything wrong with my body - HELLO, I AM PREACHING, THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOUR BODY, OKAY OKAY!! but where is my energy everybody??? down some kind of chute somewhere.. parachute chute and chutes and ladders.
i am so irritable and so tired and right now i feel a little helpless and hopeless. but there is nothing hopeless about this situation and that is the thing that i hate the most. my dad hasn’t been talking to me for the past couple of days.
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how are you, little blue jay? i hope today is a good day for you (:
tomorrow...we have free block first...and there better not be anything you have to do...because we must hang out and talk! if we do, it will be my first free block this whole school year where i didn't have to worry about doing homework!
it's windy and it looks cold outside, but...
how are you, little blue jay? i hope today is a good day for you (:
tomorrow...we have free block first...and there better not be anything you have to do...because we must hang out and talk! if we do, it will be my first free block this whole school year where i didn't have to worry about doing homework!
it's windy and it looks cold outside, but...
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i am kidding myself!!! i am not cut out to be his friend! he’s such a great leaf on such a strong tree and, i’m telling you all, he is a tiny little siddhartha in the making. hmm..if people don’t like me, people don’t like me! what can i do???????? he’s so great guys, and all i want to be is his and her friend, guys, that is all i want. so i looked at my hands real...
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tell me good things!!! bad things sad things!
sewing myself a dress this weekend, first one. maybe it won’t turn out that nice, yes maybe i won’t be able to wear it until the sun comes back, but i really don’t mind. when i sew i put my forehead against my little baby machine. my desk usually shakes, but everything humms real quiet and rythmic and the light inside is so small and yellow. i sew to sew to sew to be happy and...
i remember the first library we started going to when we came to san jose. i have a really strong memory of my ma leading me up the stairs inside a house-like library and then down into the children’s section. i remember opening and closing different children’s books in spanish. i’ve kept that memory inside of me for a little while now and i just looked at the sj librarys’...
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what ya’ll talking about? it’s the solid truth!
i’ve gots a good woman by my side
here are some things i would like to say:
nikki gave me a nice little belated birthday card and i love her a lot for it.
i’m not really feeling the weather, but i’m not going to be brought down by ANYTHING, even NATURE, actually, especially NATURE
i have a feeling i didn’t do so hot on any of my finals, but, WHO CARES?? LIFE’S...
everything in my house is really warm and i can feel myself beginning to fall asleep wherever i sit. i am just a little tired, but not really. my mom thinks i’ve been staying up really late for the past couple of nights, studying for finals, but really i can’t stay up past 8, and i haven’t been studying for anything. she’s been making me a lot of tea, and i don’t want...
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